last fucking outing :(

"I won't soothe your pain
I won't ease your strain
You'll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for you to gain"

went to town today. headed to far east first as rynn wanted to find some nice dress/tops but to no avail. all were either very ah lianish or just not her type. but i saw some nice ones! i swear i was already feeble by that time. my legs felt wobbly. cos the day before i had very limited sleep due to sudden insomnia and i suffered a minor compulsive disorder. hahaha i would rather jump offf the cliff like Bella. hahaaa k no.
next, to wisma coz i reckoned that there would be more nice tops there. but ehem, all too dull and mundane. fortunately, the workers there were all very ecstatic and alive. i want their souls and i want it now. ok enuff. i think they took mojo pills or either their boss gave them alcohol/red wine/vodka/martini/purple wine/blue wine/black wine/green wine before they start their shifts. ohoh! i saw 'Zack'! the Singaporean boxer from Contender Asia. yeah! him. hes fucking tall -.- __
then took the train and off we went to city hall and went to peninsula to get my nike shoe! i am officially a happy boy now. finally got it. thank God, my size was still available.

met syq at raffles starbucks which costs me a bomb! $11.30 for a Venti Choc Creme Chip and a Caramalized Hazelnut and Choc Chip muffin which tastes like wet flour. then off we went to esplanade rooftop and this happened. you may go to rynn's blog for more details. we acted out 2 STORIES!



im off to kl in about 4 hours time so im off to fat bed now. i'll be bck on thursday.
alrd miss me? i DOUBT so. ok la im not a despereaux here k.

ur daughter sucked my _ _ _ _!

like WTF?

_|_ fuck you

now, watch this. its de-fucking-code!

HAYLEY FUCKING WILLIAMS!

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY HAYLEY WILLIAMS!

ah dah besar anak kanda! hahahaha

i'll get the ring u want bby :B soon enough, i'll propose to you!

merry christmas!

life has been monotonous these past few days. have been staying at home doing chores.
oh yes! chores. i did fucking chores. i clean my room! threw away all my ugly/old clothes. well, not i did not literally threw it all away. i gave some of it away. now my apparels has decrease by 50%. this sounds for shopping? damn, right!

im gna head out in about and hours time coz we're gna have picnic at fort canning cum watch a movie cum shopping. ahhhhhhhhhh! i need more shirt and i gotta buy my nike air force soon before its sold out! bby im coming to get you k!
chatting with hafsah sure was funny! she truly believed that her sister was behind her. aka fatimah rocker. she turned around and looked a few times and kept on swearing at me.

MERRY CHRISTMAS/HAPPY PUBLIC HOLIDAY! :D
i got flickr alrd. go see la cheebs!

vietnam photos 2!

photos from cousin's camera's are up!

east coast park picnic!

today i had heaps of fun! went out with my parents to Tanglin Mall and went to MarketPlace. another species of ntuc/cold storage/fair price but mainly all are ang moh shoppers. hahaha! the products are all well arranged, the floor is parquay(idk how to spell this), the musics are nice and they are much more varieties. bought clodhoppers chocolate, apple juice, nachos and fresh red strawberries. went straight to east coast park after that and found the perfect spot under a shady tree. but! something ruined it. some stupid matreps&minahs who strummed their guitar to unreasonable jiwang/disgusting songs ruined it-.- cheebs! anyway, i covered half of new moon sequel alrd! can't wait to complete the book and move on with eclipse! pictures below ;]





then later night, webcammed with rynn and azimah!




well, this was a few days ago. heheheee
another picnic with mates this THURSDAY/CHRISTMAS at botanic garden! yayzxz!
"stay strong coz i know you're one heck of a lady! :]"

a r i g a t o !

i have successfully created a Flickr account! yayzxz.
alot of things have been happening lately.
Saturday:
met evelyn at clarke quay and headed to liang court to collect my pay. damn, i got $225. $60 still coming soon. coz there was shortage with the pay. collected it and headed straight to penin to get my jeans. poof! $30 gone. then met musaa and safwan at city hall and went to marina coz they wanted to meet their friends. so me and evelyn went around to shop for safwan's present! i bought him a Foz tee. it was rather affordable. lower than $20! hahaha. eh, its the thought aand sincerity that counts. met elyssa and seniors at the staircase outised starbux. elyssa looks shorter! haha. ok nvm, ur in the same boat with me :D

urgh, my cousins are all at Tokyo or Mount Fiji

oh, happy birthday to Qamarul! the one whose born late and gna make ic late. HAHAHAH
happy birthday neneh!

here's my Flickr acc ! ;]

im backkkk!

arrived sunny singapore around 12pm just now and i instantly switched on my phone to see any messages coming in. weeeeeeee! and i received a few. ok,sua ku sia me-.- so i went to vietnam on Monday till Friday. woke up 3.30am and headed to airport and checked in. in the midst of checking passport, the custom person told my parents that my sister couldnt board the plane cos her passport expiry date is in 5 months and that the custom needs it to be 6 months. hence, she stayed back in sg while the rest of us went on board. which meant, she went to vietnam alone! HAHAHA.

there were a few things that i wanted to buy but i couldnt get/didnt have them:
1. lots of nice tees
2.my nike air force shoe which sells in singapore but not ho chin minh although its made from Vietnam -.-
3.bag pack
4.jeans

but i got this cheap and nice sling bag though. US$3.50. cheap or whuwattt?!
okay, im too lazy to elaborate. let the pics do the talking. more to come! promise ;]

















































and my battery died after and no one bothered to charge it. cheebs
more to come!

and thats the result from a 6mp olympus-pathetic-camera __

big pill stuck going down...

theres no word to express how melancholy i feel right now. everything are not at its place. scattered, shattered.

"I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth
Big pill stuck going down"

im good, im gone.

finally, i have finish reading twilight. i know, im slow. well, fuck you. i bought it late u bitchxz. the book totally contradicts from the movie. oh fyi, ive watched the movie thrice. i know whathehell? first was online and the other two was cinema of course. im gna rate the movie 4/5. wheres the other 1? maybe its gone coz the movie skipped alot of parts from the book. example: the part where they were about to get sexually intimate. HAHAHA. no lah! idk ah. the book is more detailed. so, to those who havent read the book, i guess u might be saying this is the best movie uve watched. right? and i cant wait to start on 'new moon'!

today's cip performance was adequate to get praises from the the librarian. HAHA. the kids were all so quiet. i reckon they're scared of the wolf which was me. hahahaha. hanis kindly helped me pay the hershey's marshmellows for prizes. overall, today's performance was a relief!

gna meet ayq tmrw morning and head for airport to send nash off! maybe we'll leave slightly earlier as we may visit syq's grandma at tan tock seng coz she was admitted and that i'll have to meet parents after for a lil shopping for Vietnam trip on Monday.
will anyone miss me?

four christmas

four christmas was exceptionally humourous but slightly surplus. some parts were just redundant. the story is basically about a couple, not married trying to escape christmas but failed as their flight was cancelled due to the weather condition. they were interviewed by some women and it was live. their parents saw it and they got no other options but to visit their parents relatives etcetc and then from there will start all the funny parts. tsk
im watching muallaf tmrw! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
and rynn will be back bby! <3>

playground love

im suppose to sleep right now coz im having a badminton game later at 8pm with cousins at farfar JTC building at jurong although im sick. damn far.
ive yet to finish reading twilight due to my often massive headaches. hence, new moon will be put aside first. i can wait for eclipse! i heard theres more intimate and sexual parts. ra-wrrr! hahaaa
im prolly gonna meet nash this sunday to send her off. but im so fcukin paiseh! like paisehxinfinity! im just fcuking nervous. nervous like fcukin nervous! can anyone go with me?
HOT. and its not the fire,fyi.5 more days to Vietnam.

extremely feeble & asphyxiated

i was suppose to meet evelyn, qama and ezzaty to buy school books and the mask at arab street. but when i woke up, i felt nauseatic. there was this major, headbanging headache that i couldnt even see clearly. its like everything was in a negative colour. yeah, it was that bad. in the end, i didnt tag along to buy the books and my dad helped me instead.
my nose is the new niagara falls and im asphyxiated.
my throat is like a vile of inferno waiting to explode. i feel like scraping the red surface to reduce the agony.
my head is spinning at an alarming rate that i could collapse face down anytime.

gonna take my passport tmrw! i still havent get my ic and my salary __ !

SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI!

today went great! except for the fact that i woke up at 6.40am which ruined my mood for hari raya prayers and the day ahead. tsk. finished prayers around 8.45am and straight drove atok home and went home for my undisturbed sleep. which i failed to coz mother blast the radio to malaysia's radio station which played disgusting all malay songs. whatapheck? there goes my half an hour on my bed twisting and turning. headed to atok house at 12pm and had a feast!
sorry, no pictures. since everyone (including me) was so lazy to snap some pics. tsk
i'll be heading to school tmrw to purchase school books and head to arab street to get the wolf's mask for cip performance. and guess what?! i still havent got my pay __ actually i could get it last friday. but since there was a $60 shortage of cash i called the boss and he said he'll get to it soon. funny thing is that, he is in Vietnam now. again, whatapheck -.-

ANYW, i did a search on flickr on Singapore when i came across this abondoned house picture. its at botanical garden. the name of the abandoned house is Tyersall Road House. that was the house me and my friends were trying to find but to no avail. infos about the house are below!
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The history of Istana Tyersall After moving to Johor from Singapore, the Maharaja wanted to maintain a presence in Singapore and had Wong Ah Fook build him a palace on an extensive property next to the Botanical Gardens.When it was completed, it was officially opened with a grand ball, which gave him the opportunity to hold another extravaganza. While others Malay rulers might look down their noses at him,he nevertheless impressed them with the display of his wealth and influence and his access to European society. The new Istana Tyersall actually replaced an older palace by the same name that had been burnt down some years before. It was declared opened by Governor Sir Cecil Clementi at a ball attended by the leading lights of Singapore and Johor society. The architect was Dato Yahya, who drew up the plans according to the wishes of the late Sultanah Fatimah.
Newspapers reports tell us that the contractor was Wong Ah Fook Messrs. Howarth Erskine executed most of the ironwork and Messrs John Little & Co carried out the upholstering.
The place is presumably still standing, sheltered behind a much overgrown part on Tyersall Road. The Singapore Free Press 5 Dec 1892: The New Palace at Tyersall, for Palace it is, stands in a commanding position on the summit of a hill.... The building is rectangular in shape, being 210 ft by 174 ft deep, with a central courtyard. It is in the Corinthian style of architecture, freely treated, with a red-tiled roof and a tower nearly seventy feet high in the centre... The large portico is seventy feet long and there is ample accomodation for carriages on the Grand Terrace. The Entrance Hall is well proportioned, a broad flight of steps leading to the first floor. To the right of the Entrance Hall are waiting rooms and offices, and to the left the spacious Dining Hall seventy by twenty eight, but looking perhaps by reason of its size, rather out of proportion as regards the height. Extracted from Wong Ah Fook, Immigrant, Builder and Entrepreneur.


Sultan Abu Bakar - Owner of Istana Tyersall(1833 - 1895)

Unfortunately New Tyersall was destroyed by a fire reported at 2:45 am on September 10th,
1905. The cause of the fire was faulty electrical wiring.





1958 Tyersall House

OK! im getting freaked out. check this site if u wna know more:
http://www.api.sg/main/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=104&Itemid=1

until we bleed

im EXHAUSTED. ive been going everyday since monday and also since ive quitted my work so yeah! and fxuk la. havent get my pay. fxuk the boss always delay. he told me that i'll be able to get it today. then, no words from him. called and msged but to no avail. finally, we decided to call the other boss then he said we'll be able to collect it tmrw morning. FINALLY. urgh.

i hva cip rehearsal with the library person tmrw. shitzx man we are not prepared! no banner yet. and our props look monotonous. shitstimesinfinity-.- me, ezzaty and evelyn went to arab street since we saw some shops selling masks and tonnes of costumes. first, we went to golden landmark and found a shop selling all those birthday parties stuffs. asked for the wolf mask and the auntie said it will arrive on Monday-.- wtf? HARI RAYA HAJI? hello??? maybe i'll go on wed. then we asked around if there were any shops selling costumes etc. and we landed on "ali wala street" somethingggg like that. OMG, THE SHOP SELLS EVERYTHING. it would be perfect for halloween. i am seriouszx. they have wigs, masks and tonnes of costumes. even mascots! those american football have their own mascots shit. yeah, like those. unfortunately, they didnt have the wolf mask. cb kang!

as of today, we went to botanical garden for some fun and adventure. i love the place. since god knows when sia ive been there. although it was raining, we still managed to grab some amazing shots and the most hilarious part was, we wore poncho which we asked from the counter! HAHA. yellow poncho summore! oh i went with rynn,evelyn and fauzi. syq and musaa were suppose to tag along but syq got grounded and musaa had some wedding to attend. I MISS SYQ! :(
we triedandtried to find the abandoned house at botanic but to no avail. anyone knows exactly where is it? i think the name is woodneuk. its in the forest btw.
then we headed to far east to meet musaa and safwan. and we headed to lucky plaza rooftop and slacked. we talked bout sex. yes, sex and all those horny stuffs. HAHAHAH
eh, keplakkeplak! (inside joke)
more pictures coming soon! they're with rynn, pau and safwan.

there is a saying: "if we love someone, we need to let them go"

NEW MOON + fort canning pictures!

ive been having cip everyday since ive quit work. yah, i'll be having a performance at library in december for little people. we'll be performing three little pigs. dont laugh i tell you! anyw, ive bought NEW MOON! yayzxzz. costs me $19. which is rather affordable. and i got a huge poster of twilight. i mean real HUGE. it was some lucky draw. i saw a harry potter and the deathly hallows book selling only at $9.90. how pa-the-tic can that be? hahhahaha.
anyw below are fort canning picturesss!

world aids day & global warming.

last saturday was awesome! we went to fort canning after our cip practice at library. i was drenched with sweat for the whole day since the weather was scorching hot. took tonnes of pictures which turns out amazing. coz there was me of course! ok no. we visited the keramat there. kinda creepy coz i decided to get nearer to the tomb when abruptly, countless number of pigeon came towards me. c-r-e-e-p-y. took pictures again and again. we walked towards the open field where Singfest was held and heard Hady's and Taufik's songs. i was thinking, why the hell are they playing their songs? not only till today then i realise that there was going to be a concert on World Aids Day which my sister attended coz she won 2 tix courtesy of Class 95. urgh, and she got the "CANT TOUCH THIS" tee from levi's which is fuckin nice. but kinda cliche though. anyway, watch this vid. she chiobu ah! WEEWITTTT^^


another thing which is starting to really annoy me about humans. although im one, at least im doing my part for Earth. you guys can really help too. my simple way of saving the earth is by conserving the electricity. after ive finish charging my lappy or any other things, i will pluck out the switch from the socket to prevent any electricity from getting in. and the best part is conserving water. DONT BATHE :] ok im inspired by ashkin's current posts. so watch this videos!
"COULD JUST ONE DEGREE CHANGE THE WORLD?"

"COULD JUST 4 DEGREES CHANGE THE WORLD?"