someone murder me right now. im so fucking bored! mates asked me out. i couldnt tag since i came back midnight yesterday. urghhhh. but the shutter was good! kfc and steamboat was not bad either! just that, cili padi werent present thou. i missed english test on friday. thought i had none that day. but, oh well. guess i have to take it soon!

should i go to the library and return the books and borrow some new ones now? alone? or ask dad to send me to yishun library instead? i wna go to national library! fuckin bummer.

i shall devour my instant prawn mee now! im not hungry. its just that ive got nothing to do and eating while watching college sounds better than staring at the sun.

i lykke!

this video spells ME-OWWWWWWWWWW!

fucking killed it.

CLICK ON THE ARROW ON THE BOTTOM RIGHT AND CLICK HQ!

i wish it was monday

hahahuhu

Rayyan Irfan, will soon have another baby brother.

yesterday went back to kampung cos to attend a wedding. i dislike going back to kampung cos of the fucking hot weather and the massive jam. yesterday's was the worse. left home at 11am and reached kampung at 5pm. 6hrs in the car?! 2 chpters of eclipse was covered though. i went to the wedding with my hair ultra flat and my face was slammed cos i slept thru the journey. i fucking droolzx! spent only 2 hours there and went back to jb. dad drove amazingly fast. took only 1hr to reach jb. went to angsana to get my school shoe and i got a red puma. i hope my shoe is acceptable!
pssst, and there was 4 kitten and thier mother roaming around the shopping mall. shiznits super cute sia! like me. k no. dah shutup!

today was well spent. had class in the morning. went back at 2.30 then headed to chongpang since i wanted to alter my school pants and jeans but the shop was close-.- k, my bad. its cny. hello? ._. headed home and did some maths and malay cerpen. read eclipse after. i just came back from sebawang shpping centre giant to do some groceries. sister was being a natural born bitch for getting her fucking shampoo and all those nonsence shit at a total cost of $30! waste my mum's money. whereas, i only got a garlic twisties. k kiddingz, i bought WAYYYY more than that :D
going supper with family later after dad comes back. teh tarik i guess?

fuck everyone.

i feel like a fucking loser.
i feel like a piece of fucking turd.
im fucking confuse.

stab me in the heart like fucking now!
argh. fuck, i just wna post on what happend last wednesday. surprisingly, the career/motivational talk was unbelievably awesome! coach sabrina told her story about her life. she was in a girl school and her friends were lesbians. cool or wat. one story bout how she pulled thru her wasted life touched me and at least it motivated me to do better in studies. im gonna get less than 20pts for my olvls! u gotta start aiming to get what you desire.
oh, she made us do this test which is the ''personality system' which tells our character/behaviour/personality. the result was true! it clearly represents my character. ok let me tell you what i am:

'GENERAL STATISTICS'
Good listener, Team player, Possessive, Steady, Predictable, Understanding, Friendly
'VALUE TO TEAM'
Reliable and dependable, Loyal team woker, Compliant towards authority, Good listener, Patient and empathetic, Good at recounciling conflicts
'POSSIBLE WEAKNESSES'
Resists change, Takes a long time to adjust to change, Holds grudges, Sensitive to criticism, Difficulty establishing priorities
'GREATEST FEAR'
Loss of security

and coach sabrina said that its 99.3% accurate!
im off to do maths and malay. fucking Catch by Will Leitch is dead monotonous. i think i'll head to national library tomorrow to return the books and borrow some good ones.
listography is updated!

Venomous

since mastura tells me that ive been lacking of photos in my posts, i shall upload some randoms.





things has been both good and bad so far. monday was mundane cos we went to nyp for a tour there. went to school of business, health science and interactive design if im not wrong. all are so fucking boring! i guess i'll have trouble choosing the course in poly. thats IF, i get into one. teachers have been nagging like an old wrinkled lady about how we should not slack this year as we wont be taking any major exams this year. yapyapyapyap* YOU ARE SO FUCKING ANNOYING. we get you we get you. shut ur god damn mouth or else, eat my cornhole. EAT IT!!!

ive been reading this amazing book called 'Venomous' by Christopher Krovatin. about a teenage boy named Locke who has this so called 'venom' which takes over his body when his anxious etcetc. but thank god for his high school friend Randall who brought him to a place where all the different subcultures hang out. from rude boys, emo rockers, punk and goths which means his kind of the 'in' thing now. its basically about a weird guy who goes thru his teenage years. boys getting all fucked-up horny.


as of today, went back to school at 6.30pm for fucking line dancing shitass which i think they were suppose to play country songs instead of 'opps i did it again' and 'chachambo'?! extremely hysterical when the aunties and uncles shake their healthy asses. the instructor was getting all hyped up with her ass shaking from left to right. i bet all those old apeks will love it ^^ now, rawr for me! RAWRRR!

stupid motivational talk tomorrow. u better motivate me instead of making me go to you and give you a bitch slap! ok im kidding. huahuahuaaa till then!

watch this!

WTFCB?

i am masochistic

"True happiness is not attained through selfgratification, but through fidelity to a worthy purpose." -Helen Keller

yesterday was funfun. went to national library, to get particular book which ive been eyeing on but to no avail since it was on loan. then off to beach road since we didnt have any idea where to go to. looks like they have more nice stuffs now. but whats the point if i go there but i aint got no kachings in my wallet? URGH. so much for jason mraz this march __ oh ya, then went to the kopitiam below and i had wanton noodles. wanted to have kuay teow actually but the shop was faraway from me and my ass just didnt want to cooperate, so jyeah. then walked back to bugis junction and theres this ugly ahbeng who kept staring at me and her when i finally realise that it was that egoistic-selfproclaimed ex amksian. window-shopped for a while then off to bugis mrt and headed home. yesterday, was well spent :]

oh yah, school. im starting to despise bearings. why are we suppose to learn fucking bearings its not like we are gonna get fucking lost right?! theres a thing called compass?! ok wait. idk what im talking about. bearing is aazole! and chemistry too!

devouring the leftover singapura supreme and bbq chicken pizza is the perfect antidote for the brain cells to start functioning again. spaghetti bolognaise coming up! oh wait, erin's open house later on, so i cant eat that much. i think i'll gain another kg today.

jason mraz!

those are the pictures taken on Friday! had dinner with dear Ms Rose who came back to SG for her school holiday.

without any notice, its already the 13th day of 2009. fast isn't it? school lesson wasnt thatttt bad after all. i could cope with maths lesson, social studies, physics and chemistry. except that i really dont understand a single thing about soluble and insoluble salt-.- maths was subtle. just started with Bearing. im in normal express i know im slow. no need for you to be saying, "wth? i learn alrd sia?" learn your problem ah! social studies lesson yesterday was major mundane and everyone were extremely lethargic because lesson was after recess. hence, our hardrock tummy/abs need some rest! dont you think? ok lamezx.
i want to go to fucking JASON MRAZ concert this coming MARCH. my fucking sister has already bought the tickets. how dare she showed the tickets to me while i was trynna solve a maths sum!_|_
oh, the ting tings has started performing i guess. fuck you all whose going!

i dont wna be the one

apologies for the lack of updates!
lets just summarise everything ok? friday was great! had sch per normal just that we didnt had maths lesson coz Mrs Ong was busy with netball shiatzx due to cca selections, for the 4752129834 time! cool or whuwat. but we still did some exercises and we talked about dooms day. thanks ehk erin. then went for fridays prayers and rush back home and had a cowboy bathe, forced to eat lunch cooked by mum and off i went to meet mates at amk mrt to meet Ms Rose at simpang bedok. we made our way to arab street first and bought bags and bangles. then off we went to tampines mall since Ms Rose was still at JB having her relaxing massage. urgh! tampines mall was fucking packed as usual. it looks different. renovation?

saturday: i went to my grandpa's brother's son wedding. while i was sitted at the table near the entrance, i noticed that the people beside my table all looked very art-sy. from their dreadlocks hair and super skinny jeans and funky hairdo. then i realised that the groom was from Laselle. that shows everything. then more and more came. a few angmohs with DREADLOCKS. they were some hot girls thou. heehheeeee. when i turned and glanced towards the table beside me, i saw Mr Rizman! my sec2 IAP dance teacher. wtf! i was hesistated to salam him or just keep it cool. i think he saw me but he didnt utter anything. so, i just didnt bother too :D urgh, i know bad. hahaaa

sunday: went to madrasah. new uztad. or should i say one semi-horny? hahahaaaa. talked about dooms day. wooooooooooo, scarehhhhhhh. then headed home at 2.30pm. laptop-ed for an hour or two then talked on the phone with ehem for a while. headed out to grandmas at 5pm. then went to Tampines'Courts to get a hard disk for sister and had dinner at Simpang, AGAIN. syiok baby! my Nasi Goreng Thai was unbelievably spicy!

oh yeah! the TING TINGS is live this fucking tuesday and tickets are only $50 for students and NS men. zomg, i know.

heart it races

after a long absence, i decided that i should do a post. alot of things have been happening lately. tonnes of schoolwork, family, schoolwork and others that i should rahter keep a secret than spilling the beans.
since when does school doesnt allow permed hair? if it is so, i dont see it in the rulesandregulations? if permed hair is not allow, then so does rebonded hair right? this happened to my friend. such an absurd rule. even more the teachers are like demoralizing to the extreme. fucking riduculous sia!

i dont feel very secondary 4-ish. feels like im still sec3. well, i think its just the beginning of 2009 might be the reason. ive yet to feel the colossal tension, yet. fortunately, im able to cope with maths lesson. the fact, that the teacher was absent from class like everyday? MAKES ME A HAPPY BOY THOU. social studies was crap. need to readup on Bonding Singapore. betcha gonna be fucking mundane! malay was ultra fun coz we had ckg nad teaching us. guys gna bully her! heheheee

i have my stupid fnn coursework to do. urghhhh despise it. but i rather choose coursework than theory :]

i like talking on the phone with you. heheeee

serenity

today was peaceful. went to visit late grandma's grave at 2pm. place was very quiet and breezy. the clouds all puffy. on my right side was bright and sunny while the other was gloomy like it could rain any second. recited a few prayers. remenisced those time when she was still around. times when she was in the living room watching the television and looked extremely happy when we came, time when she continuously telling me to eat the food that bibik had cook. miss those days.

then went to IMM for a little unplanned retail therapy. there is this shop which sells delicious western food. its not really a restaurant. its like banquet but not as many as those in banquet. i ordered pizza with tomato sauce and grilled shredded chicken. yes, you order ur own toppings. parents ordered brownie while sister ordered nachos with cheese. all at $14.80. which is considered OKAY.
planned to go to Sembawang Mall since it just open but when we reached. carpark was jampack. FULL. thus, we headed back home and here i am.

oh yes! from tomorrow onwards, on every monday, my school lesson will start at 8.30am. YAY OR WAT! will be meeting mates tmrw at mac for breakfast!

goobye 2008, hello 2009

i know im a bit late with this new year's resolution cum first day of school post. i procrastinate things.
2008 has been one heck of a year. ok lemme list a few what happened:
1. i got to know quite a handful of new friends.
2. i got a new nike shoe. i bought one shoe only last year which is that nike. ok, i lied. but its the nicest!
3. became closer with schmates.
4. had wokring experience! woah.
5. i made a Flickr acc.
hahahaa okay thats all that i can think of now.

resolutions for 2008:
1. i want to get at least 3 A's for MYE&FYE.
2. hang out with people who ive been dying to hang out with or i couldnt find the time to just hang out with them.
3. be more mature at things.
4. be more confidence.
5. break out of my shell? HAHAHA

first day of school: omfg la. i was so lackaidasical when i woke up. i had the liberty of not attending school. as YOU ALL know, my hair is officially short. but still, my wtf form teacher told me to fucking cut my back cos she said it was too long. bllodyfuckinghell. luckiyly she didnt catch my hair colour this time round. u dyed it dark brown first but it was still obvious so i dyed it black. apparently, my seating arrangement at the paradae square for morning assembly is still the same as last year. im still seating at the same place with the lower secs -.-

kl trip

so kl was sort of fun cos i bought 3 tees and a black jeans, which i think is alot? and all from factory outlet store. its cheap+nice! before reaching kl, we stopped by at Putrajaya and went to this huge shopping mall called Alamanda. weird huh the name? too bad all the shops are like Paragon__ had lunch at all time favourite Nandos! reminds me of nz. nandos 24/7. hahahaa i chose the 'extra hot peri peri' which was suppose to be flaming but it was sour instead of spicy-.- why dont they have Nandos in SG?!

Day 1:
then off we went to kl and checked into Radius Hotel. it was rather dilapidated for a 4star hotel. carpet was dirty, teevee had so few channels. no HBO,MTV,STARMOVIES.no magazines placed on the table. ok i shall stop whining. then off we went to Sungai Wang and Bukit Bintang for a little shopping. that was where i got really exhausted. we searched the whole building for f.o.s at level 2 when till we finally found out that the shop was at B3. sdferde@!@#!$#@!
after trying out tees and jeans. i bought all 3 of the tees but not the jeans, yet. RM99 for 3 shirts? it was damn right worth it. go calculate yourself for SG$$!
then off to Outback, western restaurant for dinner. fucking pricey! i prefer RoadhouseGrill!

Day 2:
ok then the next day went to The Curve. nvr been there before. yet again, another huge mall. bigger than Vivo. cept that it doesnt have a rooftop etcetc like Vivo. i bought a black jeans there. yes, from F.O.S. this was where i snipped of my long hair at Snip. the shop name lah. i was feeling neurotic and i kept touching my hair againandagain and my compulsive disorder was piling up. ok im lying. i was nervous! fyi, my first time cut in a salon. hahaha i am sriouzx. i felt harassed when she was scrubbing and massaging my head. hahahaa but shes nice though.
"terima kaseh hor. datang agi okeh?thankyouthankyou" HAHAHA

then at night, it went to KLCC to catch fireworks! it was not as nice as SG's though. i swear there were ALOT of matsandminahs and emos and streetpunks. but matsandminahs were the majority. cheebyesss all stare at me like one fucker like that.
there was this old angmoh lady and i think a malaysian guy getting all so sexed up. fucking unsightly. the angmoh was lying on the guys lap and they guy was snogging her all up. wtf man? like dude. u for real? ok dahdah dont step angmoh here. matrempits were everywhere that night. making the vroomvroom sound! hahahaa
ok so here are the pictures. i forgot to resize one of them. nvm, apology accepted ;]








new year's resolution and first day of being sec 4 coming soon! haha first day of being sec 4. wtf

supxzx 2009?

happy fucking new year!
kayelle post coming soon. oh, schools are revived __

resolutions:
1. LOVE and appreaciate whatever i got and maybe find someone.
2. LIVE my life to the fullest. avoid being down and be glee although being melancholy is sometimes just inevitable.
3.LIFE should always be optimistic. try to avoid shitzx in my life. start doing good things. hehh

2009=major year! coz i big alrd in sch wat. hahaha k no.